I am dying

With every breath I take I can feel a little bit more life seeping out of me. I have never felt this sick in my life. I have no idea what day it is and even as idea of what my temperature is because I refuse to take my temp since I don't know where the thermometer is. I hope death comes quickly because I don't think I can take this pain anymore. GODDAMN THE FLU AND GODDAMN THE MAKERS OF THE FLU VACCINE WHO CLEARLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY'RE DOING. Stupid science.