You do not know what you have done to me. You have no idea how you have affected me. But that is not important now. What is important is that I know that I must stay away from you.
You confuse me and make me forget what it is that I need out of this life. I need to be around positive people that feel the same way that I do about life in general. I do not want to see the ugly behind every comment. I want to look at something and appreciate it for what it is without always having to think about whether or not you would approve. Therefore, I would rather be alone than be with someone who has the affect on me that you do.
I need, at this time, to find my happy place. My place that exists in the corners of my mind that no one can provide for me except for me.
I do not know what you see when you look at me, but I know what I see when I look at you. The words that we say should not overpower that which we are. The world is an ugly place. I know that. But my little corner of reality needs to be shiny…as much as possible. There is so much nasty out there – I cannot contribute to that.
I will help you if I can, but I must do it from afar. I must not be near you because your personality is way too strong for me. Goodbye.