The key, you see, seems to be in learning to exist in the pain. To allow your body to accept the fact that there will be this continual pain for some time...you don't know how long...you will just exist in it. Biologically we are made up to deal with pain - whether it be physical pain or otherwise. Lots of times when we sprain an ankle or something similar the pain doesn't necessarily get better but rather we just get used to it. So I guess I'm just waiting to get used to it.